Tonight when I was taking Kendall to bed she wanted a certain baby to accompany her. As we were heading upstairs she changed her mind and wanted the baby to remain downstairs. I didn't feel like going back down so I told her to just leave it on the floor. For some reason she got upset and demanded it go back downstairs, to which I turned around and chucked it down. Really, Kelly? Did you actually think that would go over well?? :)
That started a spiral downward as she then screamed wanting the baby back (probably felt badly that I had been so violent with it!). I got very frustrated and refused, then gave in, then got more frustrated because she still didn't calm down. I was NOT the model of patience.
After plopping her in her crib without bedtime snuggles, she had HAD it. I left in a huff and Chris went in to calm her down. However it wasn't long before the guilt settled in and I felt really bad for how I had talked to her. I went back in and told her I was sorry...to which she immediately forgave me. How nice. I dread the day when she is a teenager and I have to apologize, only to be met with rolling eyes. I'm so thankful little ones will forget wrongs in less than a second. :)
p.s. She was still talking after half an hour in bed, so I went back up for some more "ease my guilt snuggles". :)
3 comments:
Awwwww, so sweet. And what a good model for her see--"when I blow it, I ask for forgiveness."
Ug. I've been there! Done and said things I shouldn't have. Love that you shared this because I could DEFINITELY relate.
Love your honesty, Kelly. We all fall short in this department at some point or another and I can totally relate to the frusteration, then the guilt, and then the shame. You are a great mommy!!
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